it's difficult when you care for a person you'll know will keep hurting you one way or another.. intentionally man niya itong ginawa o hindi. but isn't it harder if di mo ine-expect 'yun from someone you care about? mas ok pa 'yung expected kesa 'yung you relied and invested your feelings on a person but in the end.. ouch kung ouch.. ahehe!seriously though, you thought kasi na the friendship is well-grounded, na you opened up to such a person.. even the ones na you didn't had the courage to tell anyone..
i had that kind of friendship.. with Jen.. i haven't talked to her again for a month now. the sheer irony of this is madalas ko siya nakikita.. lalo na't every weekend nag-o-overnight siya sa bahay. or pag magkakasama kami nina Apol at Abbie. marami ng instance na i got disappointed and hurt. one of them was 'yung outing.. oh that damn outing.. nobody invited me dun.. i wasn't really expecting na mag-text si Apol. jeez, the person hardly uses her phone. but i was hoping that Jen would.. pero ayun, she was so excited of the prospect na makasama si Abbie, siya lang ang ininvite. wow.. great.. that's so fantastic.. sheett.. i think it's great (even if it does get sickening) na Abbie found a best friend she never had before..
fast forward to June, end of the month, i invited Apol & Jen na mag-overnight sa amin. this was mga 7am pa lang ng nag-text ako sa kanila. si Jen, nag-thank you pa at nag-text daw ako kasi nagising siya at itetext na lang daw ako later. si Apol, nag-reply nung almost lunch break na. hindi daw siya pwede kasi she had to be at home agad at dadating ang sister niya. so ayos pa ko dun, naisip ko na lang na mag-invite manood ng movie. mga past 1pm na sila nag-text (take note: text at di reply), kung gusto daw namin sumama ni Abbie na mag-arcade kasama 'yung bagong casuals sa Accounting. pareho lang sila halos ng message. not one of them answered sa inquiry ko, so i asked kung di ba na-receive 'yung text ko about sa movie. walang sumagot.
until tumawag na nga sa opis si Abbie, tinatanong niya kung sasama ba kami mag-arcade. ang sabi ko naman gusto ko talaga manood ng movie. so napag-usapan namin na kahit kaming dalawa na nga lang manood. sabi pa, pumayag daw si Jen sa movie pero parang napilitan lang daw. so ayun, sinabi ko na 'yung himutok ko that day. sabi daw kay Abbie, umaga pa lang daw nagyayaya na 'yung sa arcade. so technically talo nga naman ako dun di ba.. kahit na nauna naman ang yaya ko na overnight.. pero kung isipin mo din, kung may nag-reply sana sa akin ng mas maaga na di sila pwede sa overnight baka nagyaya ako ng mas maaga para sa movie. gets?
sa part na 'yun, medyo wala ko laban.. dahil sa circumstances ba naman di ba? ang kinainis ko dun, totally wala na nag-reply sa akin. ni sa invite ko or sa tanong ko na di ba nila na-receive ang texts ko. grudgingly, kahit wala na nag-text at ayoko din naman kasi maging bastos, i texted both Apol & Jen na manonood na lang kami ng movie ni Abbie. still, i was ignored. hindi ko alam why Apol never answered, pero si Jen alam ko may load naman nun. pero dahil sa masama ang loob niya kay Abbie. obvious naman kasing napipilitan lang siya na manood ng movie kaya sayang din lang di ba?
katulad ng point ko kanina, maraming instances at di lang ito ang reason ko for getting angry at Jen. inis na inis at pagod na ko. and she ignored me 'coz of what? dahil sa nagtampo siya kay Abbie? wow, ano naman kinalaman ko sa drama nilang dalawa?! i'm just really fed up with that crap..
waaahhh!! i've really learned my lesson today.. while eating kaninang lunch ng Go-Lite Choco slice ng Goldilock's, dun ko lang napansin ang expiry date. hanggang kahapon lang pala 'yun. but i didn't think the taste was off so kinain ko na din.. though i found it hard na kainin siya kanina kasi nag-be-break agad into miniscule pieces.
at nito ngang hapon.. oh my goodness.. nasira ang tiyan ko.. waaahhh! hindi na po ko uulit.. pramis! huhuhu! =/ plan ko pa naman manood ng sine today.. eh mukhang diretso uwi ako nito ah.. bad trip.. :(
The general consensus regarding a family problem will not sit well with you. You should offer your opinions and insights.
sakto! naiinis na talaga ko.. if you wanna know what i'm talking about.. i've posted 'yung conversation namin ni mama sa chat kani-kanina lang.
mama: hi epey! kinuha na ba ni abbie ung mga gamot ko dun sa maleta ng papa mo? mama: pakisabi ke abbie, paki-empake ng maaus para maaus din makarating d2 ung mga gamot mama: ung iba kong gamit, tanggalin nyo na sa maleta nya mama: total hindi naman na kami magkikita mama: saka na lang ipadala ang mga yan sa akin mama: basta ung gamot ang importantent ma-imail dito epey: nsa kwarto nmn po nmin yung mga gamot epey: hndi p po namin naibigay yung mga dapat papadala mama: kaya nga, paki-impake nyo ng maayos, kung pwede bumili na lang kayo ng box na maliit, dun nyo ilagay mama: waga na lang kaung magpapagdala ng anumang gamit namin ni Armi epey: eh papadala lng po dn sna namin mama: kung meron man syang inilagay sa maleta nya, tanggalin nyo na epey: ktulad n lng po nung binili ni ate aileen mama: wag na, magkaka-roon lang ako ng utang na loob sa taong yan mama: ang sama-sama ng ugali, ang tagal ko ng nakiusap na kung pwede magkita kami bago man lang kami umalis ni Armie epey: mhal po yung bili ni ate aileen dun eh, syang nmn po mama: tapos dun pala sa hongkong pa, pinabook na nya na 11 ang punta nya dito mama: tuwing nagtatanong ako sa kanya kung tuloy sya, lagi na lang sagot sa akin, d niya pinabago ung aug 6 mama: hindi bale na lang, jan na muna, sa ibang araw, i-mail nyo na lang din mama: gusto ko sana kasi magka-usap kami ng personal bago man lang kami pumunta ng New jersey mama: eh, halos magmaka-awa na ako sa taong yan, wala din palang mangyayari mama: kundi pa ako tumawag ngayon, di pa sasabihin sa akin na aug 11 pala sya nakabook. epey: wla nga din po sinasabi dito mama: sabi ko nga, dalhin na niyang lahat ang gamit nya, at wag na syang bumalik dyan epey: bumili p nmn po ko sa goldilocks khpon epey: akala ko po kya po sya mgiimpake ngyn lng eh diretso n po sya sa states mama: kainin nyo na lang, kc, aalis yan papuntang hongkong bukas, at ang plano sa sabado pa ang punta dito mama: which means sunday pa ang dating nya dito, talagang walang planong magpakita sa akin ang walanghiyang yan! mama: pasensya na april, kanina pa akong galit na galit habang magkausap kami mama: alisin nyong lahat ang mga gamit ko dun sa maleta nya mama: sabihin nyo bilin ko, kasi nga hindi naman din kami magkikita dito mama: useless lang mama: magaan ba ung bigay ni Ate Aileen? mama: kung pwedeng isama dun sa gamot, isama nyo na lang epey: puro cardigans po mama: patulong kayo sa pag-iimpake sa box ke rolly epey: gnun lng po b pg mgpapadala ng gamot? epey: wla po syang extra charge or something? mama: oo, magtanong kau sa dhl o sa fedex para safe epey: bsta po bili n lng po kmi ng box para sa papadala nmin? epey: ok po mama: hindi baleng magbayad ng mahal, basta makarating lang dito ung mga gmot ko epey: cge po mama: basta lahat ng gamit naming nilagay nya sa maleta, tanggalin nyo mama: un kamo ang utos ko mama: e-mail ko na lang sa inyo ung address na gagamitin sa pagpapadala epey: tinatanong nga po ni abbie kung ngemail n po kyo nung address mama: hindi ngayon pa lang mama: nasend ko na mama: cguro dun sa dhl me mga box na cla mama: o di kaya sa air philippines, mag-check kayo kung alin ang mura sa 3 yan mama: lahat naman yan ok padalhan epey: ah ok po mama: kung pwede, magtanong n kau ngayon, punta na lang kau sa san lazaro, bka merong dhl, air 21 pala, hindi air phil, o fedex dun epey: pupunta n lng po kmi sa sm north edsa mama: ok for sure, meron dun mama: naka-usap mo na ba ang ama mo? epey: umalis po sya epey: mgsisimba dw po den mkikipaglibing mama: cnong namatay? epey: yung nanay daw po ng kumpare nya sa cavite epey: tony po ata yung name mama: napagawan na b ng isa pang uniform na pang-duty c Monds? epey: ang alam po ni abbie hndi p dw po mama: paki-remind nyo c aling ellen, pwede naman kcng igawa ng hindi na kelangan pang sukatan c Monds mama: tapos bayaran na lang ung matanda epey: ok po mama: kung pwede sana mapadala na ninyo agad ung mga gamot ha epey: opo mama: wat time kaung punta sa sm? epey: mg-inquire n po kmi agad mmya epey: mga aftr lunch po mama: ah ok, cge ingat na lang kau epey: den kung pwd n po papadala n dw po ni abbie bukas mama: mas mabuti, basta inquire nyo dun sa 3 cnabi kung san mura mama: dhl, air 21 o fedex epey: ma nakabili n po pla kmi ng battery sa phne nyo mama: o baka pwedeng maisama din dun mama: naka-alis na ba c Ate Aileen? epey: hndi ko po alm e epey: pero today dw po alis niya, di ko lng po alm wat tym mama: call ka kaya sa haws, then kung naka-alis na, patulong na lang kau ke Melay ng pagpapadala nung gamot mama: sanay kc c Melay magimpake, para mapadala na dn un ibang gamit ko epey: nakausap ko n po c ate mela epey: nakaalis n dw po c ate aileen epey: sbi ko po mginquire n po muna kmi epey: kpg kelngn dw po nmin ng tulong magimpake.. sbhan n lng dw po sya mama: ok cge mama: naku kung alam ko lang magkakaganito, sna matagal ko nang pina-mail sa inyo ung mga gamot mama: sinabi ko naman jan sa ama mo na until aug. 9 na lang ung gamot kong pang-high blood mama: naku, bahala ng nga Dios sa mga ginagawang nyang ito sa akin! epey: alm n po ni armie? mama: oo, sinabi ko nga sa kanya epey: ano po sabi nya? mama: sabi nya cguro dw cnabi ni chimay un! mama: cnbi ko nga yan kanina sa papa mo, cguro kako, pinigilan ka pa ng babae mo, mama: tapos sabi nya wala dw kinalaman un d2, trabaho lang dw talaga mama: sabi ko nga pambihira, 2 linggo ka na nga sa HK, tapos, sasabihin mo hindi pa din matapos ung trabaho nyo? mama: sabi ko pa, bakit hindi mo na lang dalhin lahat ng gamit m at dun kana tumira sa HK? mama: bwisit na bwisit talaga ako kanina! mama: gusto ko ngang wag na lang bumalik yan jan! epey: kung pwd nga lng po sna ma epey: ayoko dn po n andito po sya e mama: puro pambabae lang naman ang inaaatupag, buti sana kung nakakatulong sa mga gastusin jan sa bahay mama: eh wla din naman epey: yun nga po mama: hayaan mo, itetext ko sya, na dalhin na niyang lahat ang mga gamit nya mama: kung gusto nya iwan nya dun sa babae nya sa HK! mama: sobra na ang pagbibigay ko sa kanya, tapos konting pakiusap ko lang hindi pa ako mapagbigyan mama: kala ko pa naman, magiging maaus ung pag-uusap namin pagdating nya d2 mama: ewan ko ba, kung bkit nagkaganyan na yan! mama: ang sama ng impluwensya ng babaeng yan sa kanya! mama: sabagay hindi lang naman yan ang babae nya, buti na din cgurong hindi na sya jan umuwi mama: mabubuwisit lang kayo sa pambabae nya mama: sa totoo lang hindi sya kawalan sa akin, siya ang malaki ang mawawala pagdating ng panahon mama: pag and2 na tayong lahat, matutulad na lang sya ke Tito mar nyo mama: un pala ang gusto nya, ako pilit kong inaayos ang lahat, kc mama: nga sa pagbabasa ko ng Bible, marami akong nakitang mali kong ginawa mama: gusto ko sana, maayos ang lahat, pero, talagang nananadya sya mama: cge na. log-off na ako, kain na kau, then punta na kau sa sm, para hindi kau masyadong gagabihin mama: ingat kaung 2, ha! epey: cge po epey: ingat dn po kyo ma mama: txt nyo na lang ako kung ano ung makikita nyo epey: ok po
hayy.. i've really just had enough.. so i'm gonna start this topic and, i guess, to be followed by a series of such.. each with a different person so to speak..
first, i miss my movie buddy.. here's a testimonial i made three years ago:
my movie buddy!! daredevil, spy kids, austin powers, shrek, harry potter.. these are some of the movies we watched. minsan nga, one large popcorn and one large drink.. solve na! hehe sometimes i wouldn't watch one pag di siya kasama. madalas pa naman siya di pwede.. pero oki lang, every gimik naman namin is worth the wait.. kasi enjoy talaga ko.. :) and those movies don't include yung mga VCDs na pinanood namin sa bahay.. dami na talaga.. hehe i'm glad i share these simple things with Rj. 'wag nga lang na magyaya siya ng horror movies.. di kaya ng powers ko.. di ba best?? kaya don't even think about it!! hehe love you best!! :)
kung sa effort, at effort din lang.. hayy.. i've tried a couple of times na yayain si Rj ng sine. i wish i was wrong pero i do believe na the last movie na we saw was the "Da Vinci Code." eh ngayong month of August ipapalabas na siya sa HBO.
either, she'd say na di pa daw siya makapag-confirm or she'll tell me na 'yun ang papanoorin nila ng bf niya. it's very frustrating on my part.. sabi ko nga e, "kung sa effort, at effort din lang.." i think it's fair to say naman na i did try.. she just wasn't there or didn't had the free time..
Frankly, my dear, I don't give a damn. (Gone with the Wind)
I'm going to make him an offer he can't refuse. (The Godfather)
You don't understand! I could've had class. I could've been a contender. I could've been somebody, instead of a bum, which is what I am. (On the Waterfront)
Toto, I've got a feeling we're not in Kansas anymore. (The Wizard of Oz)
Here's looking at you, kid. (Casablanca)
Go ahead, make my day. (Sudden Impact)
All right, Mr. DeMille, I'm ready for my close-up. (Sunset Boulevard)
May the Force be with you. (Star Wars Episode IV: A New Hope)
Fasten your seatbelts, it's going to be a bumpy night! (All About Eve)
You talkin' to me? (Taxi Driver)
What we've got here is a failure to communicate. (Cool Hand Luke)
I love the smell of napalm in the morning. (Apocalypse Now)
Love means never having to say you're sorry. (Love Story)
The stuff that dreams are made of. (The Maltese Falcon)
E.T. phone home. (E.T. the Extra-Terrestrial)
They call me Mr. Tibbs! (In the Heat of the Night)
Rosebud! (Citizen Kane)
Made it, Ma! Top of the world! (White Heat)
I'm as mad as hell, and I'm not going to take this anymore! (Network)
Louis, I think this is the beginning of a beautiful friendship. (Casablanca)
A census taker once tried to test me. I ate his liver with some fava beans and a nice Chianti. (The Silence of the Lambs)
Bond. James Bond. (Dr. No)
There's no place like home. (The Wizard of Oz)
I am big! It's the pictures that got small. (Sunset Boulevard)
Show me the money! (Jerry Maguire)
Why don't you come up sometime and see me? (She Done Him Wrong)
Play it, Sam. Play 'As Time Goes By.' (Casablanca)
You can't handle the truth! (A Few Good Men)
I want to be alone. (Grand Hotel)
After all, tomorrow is another day! (Gone with the Wind)
Round up the usual suspects. (Casablanca)
I'll have what she's having. (When Harry Met Sally...)
You know how to whistle, don't you, Steve? You just put your lips together and blow. (To Have and Have Not)
You're gonna need a bigger boat. (Jaws)
Badges? We ain't got no badges! We don't need no badges! I don't have to show you any stinking badges! (The Treasure of the Sierra Madre)
I'll be back. (The Terminator)
Today, I consider myself the luckiest man on the face of the earth. (The Pride of the Yankees)
If you build it, he will come. (Field of Dreams)
My mama always said, "Life is like a box of chocolates. You never know what you're gonna get." (Forrest Gump)
We rob banks. (Bonnie and Clyde)
Plastics. (The Graduate)
We'll always have Paris. (Casablanca)
I see dead people. (The Sixth Sense)
Stella! Hey, Stella! (A Streetcar Named Desire)
Oh, Jerry, don't let's ask for the moon. We have the stars. (Now, Voyager)
Shane! Shane! Come back! (Shane)
Well, nobody's perfect. (Some Like It Hot)
It's alive! It's alive! (Frankenstein)
Houston, we have a problem. (Apollo 13)
You've got to ask yourself one question: 'Do I feel lucky?' Well, do ya, punk? (Dirty Harry)
You had me at "hello." (Jerry Maguire)
One morning I shot an elephant in my pajamas. How he got in my pajamas, I don't know. (Animal Crackers)
There's no crying in baseball! (A League of Their Own)
La-dee-da, la-dee-da. (Annie Hall)
A boy's best friend is his mother. (Psycho)
Greed, for lack of a better word, is good. (Wall Street)
Keep your friends close, but your enemies closer. (The Godfather: Part II)
As God is my witness, I'll never be hungry again. (Gone with the Wind)
Well, here's another nice mess you've gotten me into! (Sons of the Desert)
Say "hello" to my little friend! (Scarface)
What a dump. (Beyond the Forest)
Mrs. Robinson, you're trying to seduce me. Aren't you? (The Graduate)
Gentlemen, you can't fight in here! This is the War Room! (Dr. Strangelove or: How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love the Bomb)
Elementary, my dear Watson. (The Adventures of Sherlock Holmes)
Get your stinking paws off me, you damned dirty ape. (Planet of the Apes)
Of all the gin joints in all the towns in all the world, she walks into mine. (Casablanca)
Here's Johnny! (The Shining)
They're here. (Poltergeist)
Is it safe? (Marathon Man)
Wait a minute, wait a minute. You ain't heard nothin' yet! (The Jazz Singer)
No wire hangers, ever! (Mommie Dearest)
Mother of mercy, is this the end of Rico? (Little Caesar)
Forget it, Jake. It's Chinatown. (Chinatown)
I have always depended on the kindness of strangers. (A Streetcar Named Desire)
Hasta la vista, baby. (Terminator 2: Judgment Day)
Soylent Green is people! (Soylent Green)
Open the pod bay doors, HAL. (2001: A Space Odyssey)
Striker: Surely you can't be serious. Rumack: I am serious…and don't call me Shirley. (Airplane!)
Yo, Adrian! (Rocky)
Hello, gorgeous. (Funny Girl)
Toga! Toga! (National Lampoon's Animal House)
Listen to them. Children of the night. What music they make. (Dracula)
Oh, no, it wasn't the airplanes. It was Beauty killed the Beast. (King Kong)
My precious. (The Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers)
Attica! Attica! (Dog Day Afternoon)
Sawyer, you're going out a youngster, but you've got to come back a star! (42nd Street)
Listen to me, mister. You're my knight in shining armor. Don't you forget it. You're going to get back on that horse, and I'm going to be right behind you, holding on tight, and away we're gonna go, go, go! (On Golden Pond)
Tell 'em to go out there with all they got and win just one for the Gipper. (Knute Rockne, All American)
A martini. Shaken, not stirred. (Goldfinger)
Who's on first. (The Naughty Nineties)
Cinderella story. Outta nowhere. A former greenskeeper, now, about to become the Masters champion. It looks like a mirac...It's in the hole! It's in the hole! It's in the hole! (Caddyshack)
Life is a banquet, and most poor suckers are starving to death! (Auntie Mame)
I feel the need - the need for speed! (Top Gun)
Carpe diem. Seize the day, boys. Make your lives extraordinary. (Dead Poets Society)
Snap out of it! (Moonstruck)
My mother thanks you. My father thanks you. My sister thanks you. And I thank you. (Yankee Doodle Dandy)
Nobody puts Baby in a corner. (Dirty Dancing)
I'll get you, my pretty, and your little dog, too! (The Wizard of Oz)
I'm king of the world! (Titanic)
got this from Wikiquote, of course, from "American Film Institute's 100 years.. 100 Movie Quotes" ayos ba? a lot of these lines i've grown accustomed to. some of 'em pa nga napanood ko pa talaga. hehehe! pero madami pa din pala ko di napapanood, like Casablanca or The Godfather installment. :D
i know it's late pero i just had to make an entry before i sleep..
natapos ko na din ang "Harry Potter & and the Deathly Hallows"
pasensya na kung medyo slow reader ako.. at may ugali pa ko minsan na inuulit ang ilang parts just to relinquish some parts more. tapos i only got to read the book as much as time permits me.. so lately, i had to really stop myself from visiting the web sites or blogs i've grown so accustomed to. yep, baka kasi makakita pa ko ng spoilers kahit sa blog lang.
so 'yun.. masaya ako't natapos ko na din siya.. though, i kind of feel sad dahil nga natapos ko na.. hehe gulo noh? there's nothing else i'd look forward to pag pauwi na ko galing ng office. pagdating ko ng bahay, i'd just revert back to my old routine.
i want so much to read more. kaya eto visible na ko ulit online. pwede na ko makigulo, makibasa, whatever, on any news on the book. marami na nga ko nalaman pang iba as i was looking over websites while making this entry. :D
*this was taken last July 19.. it was Powerbooks' display in Robinsons Place Ermita.. hehehe! some teaser noh? really caught my attention.. those boxes filled with Book 7..
* this picture was taken last July 21st, as soon as i got my copy of Book 7.. :)
yep, showing na starting kahapon ang RATATOUILLE. tagal ko din hinintay ang movie na 'to ha. hehehe! at hindi naman ako masyadong excited kasi first day of showing pa lang eh nanood na kami ni Abbie. har har har!
sobrang nakakatuwa 'yung movie. at ang ganda ng pagkakagawa dito ha. ibang level ng computer-generated animation! hehe! for me, it's a real must-see flick. and that's not only my opinion ha, i read it sa ClickTheCity na even the MTRCB recommends it. and mataas ang ratings sa lahat ng web site na napuntahan ko so far. even sa Yahoo! movies. that says a lot na di ba?
i never knew na a RAT could be so adorable in the movies. :)
here does it come from? This quest? This need to solve life's mysteries when the simplest of questions can never be answered. Why are we here? What is the soul? Why do we dream? Perhaps we'd be better off not looking at all. Not delving, not yearning. But that's not human nature, not the human heart. That is not why we are here. Yet still we struggle to make a difference, to change the world, to dream of hope. Never knowing for certain who we will meet along the way. Who among the world of strangers will hold our hand. Touch our hearts… and share the pain of trying.
Death is the one thing that connects us all. Reminds us that's what really important is who we've touched, and how much we've given. Makes us realize that ... we have to be good to one another.
We dream of hope. We dream of change. Of fire, of love, of death. And then it happens. The dream becomes real. And the answer to this quest, this need to solve life's mysteries finally shows itself. Like the glowing light of a new dawn. So much struggle for meaning, for purpose. And in the end, we find it only in each other -- our shared experience of the fantastic ... and the mundane ... The simple human need to find a kindred ... to connect ... and to know in our hearts ... that we are not alone.
ganda noh? hehehe! kinopya ko 'yan from the transcript of the last episode of "Heroes" (Season 1). kakatapos ko lang basahin ang lahat ng episodes kahapon. pag wala kasi ako ginagawa sa opis, nagbabasa na lang ako. at ayun nga natapos ko na tuloy.. ahehe! can't hardly wait na mapanood 'yung mga nabasa ko. i think 9th or 10th episode pa lang 'yung pinapalabas sa "Crime & Suspense" this week. eniweis, here's another round of my fave lines.. throughout volume 1 naman ang mga 'to. :)
Where does it come from? This quest? This need to solve life's mysteries, when the simplest of questions can never be answered.
Sometimes questions are more powerful than answers.
That hurt more than I thought it would.
To survive in this world, we hold close to us those people on whom we depend. We trust in them our hopes, our fears. But what happens when trust is lost? Where do we run when things we believe in vanish before our eyes? When all seems lost, the future unknowable, our very existence in peril ... All we can do ... is run.
I could never love you enough.
Sometimes it's better to go it alone. The more people you try and help -- The more people get hurt.
There comes a time when a man has to ask himself whether he wants a life of happiness or a life of meaning. To be truly happy a man must live absolutely in the present, and with no thought of what's gone before, and no thought of what lies ahead. But a life of meaning, a man is condemned to wallow in the past, and obsess about the future.
Zugunruhe - the pull of the soul to a far-off place.
"haven't finished w/ book 7 yet.. no spoilers please! :)"
kahapon nga, eto ang status ko:
"no book 7 spoilers please!"
i want to finish the book without having to know it's ending or what will transpire in the later chapters. that's why i didn't even read the chapter titles. i was afraid it will just give it away. 'yun nga lang halfway through pa lang ako sa Book 7 kasi nung Saturday i was at USTH (gabi na nga ko nagsimula magbasa), then Sunday, nagpunta naman kami ng Bulacan (and got to read ulit nung gabi na).
i thought i could at least keep up with my night reading and finish the book tonight.. kaya lang, i haven't been feeling good since Sunday evening. maya-maya eh nararamdaman ko ang init ng katawan ko. na parang sumisingaw sa init. nung pauwi na kami nina Abbie kagabi, it grew worse. i thought a little trip sa Ice Monster would cool me down. well, it did made me feel better. pero sandali lang pala.
i felt myself heating up while we were walking and suddenly it was like i can't feel my knees. then later my arms. hayy.. it was so scary for me. i never felt like that before. sabi ko pa kay Abbie, di naman ako nilalagnat pero ang init ng pakiramdam ko. kaya ayun, nag-taxi na lang kami pauwi. i didn't get to read the book kagabi. hopefully i won't have the same scary episode like last night. i woke up naman kanina feeling a lot better. though may time na parang mainit ulit ang nararamdaman ko. hayy.. i don't know what's wrong with me.
it was a truly awesome night! though medyo madaming hassle for the past days and most especially nung Friday mismo, natuloy naman kaming lahat. though some of us, nearly made it sa 7.30pm call time.. hehe! but all is good. kasi lahat naman ng pinag-reserve ko ng seats eh nakarating. all in all, 8 seats ang kinuha ko, with my college friends: Ava, Cha, Eileen, Jess, & Rheanne; my sister, Abbie; Rheanne's sister, Aigee. and even Rheanne & Aigee's dad was wit us. nahiwalay nga lang siya ng seat sa amin. though mas maganda ata pwesto niya kasi andun siya sa gitna ng sinehan. hehe!
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nakakatuwa pa ang mga kasabay naming nanood nun. kung sa pag-react din lang sa every scene eh pare-pareho lang kami. andun 'yung natawa kami everytime Umbridge laughs, or how we all said "aww.." when Ginny glanced at Harry as she was leaving the Room of Requirement, while Harry was heading towards Cho, and we laughed when Hermione tricked Umbridge na pumunta sa forest. how we were awed by the outcome of the movie.. it was what you can expect talaga from a movie that was originally a book.
but like sa mga movie na pinanood namin before, uwian din agad after. buti na nga lang at ayos lang kay sister na mag-stay na muna kami kasi ayaw pa sana umuwi nina Cha at Eileen. and 'coz its a Friday night, nahirapan kami maghanap ng coffee shop na di masyado ang tao. we ended up sa UCC Park Cafe. pers taym lang naming apat dun.. kaya medyo natuwa kami sa bell na pantawag sa mag-serve sa amin. hehehe!
pinili ko nga lang ang pics sa slideshow kasi baka ayaw nina Cha at Eileen na i-broadcast ko lahat ng .. err.. mga nakakawindang na pose nila.. hehehe! nagsi-uwian na kami mga almost 12am na din. we got home ni Abbie ng mga 1am. hehe it was a whole lot of fun. lalo na't commute lang kaming dalawa. ayos di ba? :)
